backI'LL BE ALRIGHT You see I am not sad enough You know I'll try not to cry You can be calm about my heart Go now You know that I will be alright.. I'm gonna miss but I'll go that thru Don't mind my gun I'm not gonna do Sun doesn't shine It threw the light I'll keep it in stone and will be alright.. You are so far just too far from me But I can't fly That's the misery But I'll go to you even being tied We'll meet again and I will be alright..
DEPRESSED Feeling like depressed I'm too weak for pest I don't want to live They say it's my grief Life is useless so I don't want it more Life revolts me much I can't get it such Call it tipsy talk Call it poppycock I still want to die Candidate to suicide Big pole of the time Presses into my mind It's too hard to stand No will to defend
DIRTY LOVE(co-written with K.Ruzanov) It was not long ago An age or more since passed Those times the fire burnt inside of me for you But you were on dark side And evil came from you I sacrificed my blood to be with you forever I'm paling day by day And only blood can take me back Now your word is my law And you don't care of me You're looking all around for another one We're starving more and more Can't break this endless thirst I sacrificed my blood to be with you forever I'm paling day by day And only blood can take me back I'm broken and a tear is running down from eye I'm contemplating you with cruel stake in breast Sad memories of times When somewhere I saw you I sacrificed my soul to be with you for hundred years I'm paling day by day And only blood can wake me back
The demon inside of you Makes me hate this world I need to get away But, damn it, I don't want You make me hate myself The suicidal dreams The hatred and the blaze You can't know how it feels The blade is like the axe I want to cut you down Obsession of my mind But I'm not ready now The conflict of contrasts Will burn me to the ash The flame that I can't stop And you will bleed for rage You're demon from my dreams Wicked angel of my doom Oh i'm possessed with you We'll burn together soon..
My way is long and hard The misty narrow path That leads to something dim To apex or to dark I'll burn the candle's light Will hold it all way through The flame that burns inside Will show the route to you Through dark I'll come to you Through abyss and fire Through everything dire You're my sacred star My innermost dream The only I need In distant sombre depths of doom I searched for you with anxious tune Your voice so ghostly was in me Reflection of my agony Long age of sorrow, dreary age Filled with despair, full of rage I spent so many nights of pain With every loss I die again
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